ID Number: 1982 From: tinkybad <no_reply@yahoogroups.com>
Subject: Re: Lisa, wherefore art thou?
Date: Wednesday, April 15 2009 - 01:42:59
I have to agree with aj, even though I only met her once. She was sweet and down-to-earth. Her emails were always thoughtful. We carried on in-depth conversations about dance and other topics.
Sure she's my fantasy. In reality I fell in love with (and lusted after) a made-up persona (literally made-up with lots of mascara, false eyelashes, etc etc, and great lighting and good photography). We filled in the blanks making her who we wanted her to be...
But still, throughout all of that, there was always that sparkle, that intelligent look in her eyes, and... that smile. There's no one else like her. No, I didn't know her, and yet I felt like somehow I could trust her.
That's why there's a sense of betrayal. After all, we supported her for years. Many of us spent hundreds (if not thousands) over the years. We supported her, helped pay her rent, sent her on vacations. That's where the hurt comes in, believing there was a responsive, caring human being in those images.
In the end, did she just play us for fools?
Or, I can't keep wondering, did something happen to her? Why no message on the site? A simple "thanks fellas, it's been great" would suffice.
She has every right to do whatever she wants-marry some lucky rich guy (or some lucky poor guy!), have kids, start a new business, move to Hawaii, retire,...whatever she wants. She owes us nothing. But the decent thing to do-- the thing that the Lisa Marie Scott we all imagined her to be would do-- is say a simple "thank you, I'm fine, it's just time for me to move on"
Otherwise we feel like fools. Worried fools.
David
--- In lisamarie@yahoogroups.com, aj_0999 <no_reply@...> wrote:
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> I don't know. I think I talked to her pretty much every week for a couple of years, so on some level, I knew her. I knew her well enough to like her, beyond her outward appearance. I know there were some, maybe most, who viewed her as nothing more than a sex object, but I wasn't one of them.
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> I miss her. Especially her smile, which was incredibly cute, and made you feel good no matter what kind of mood you were in.
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> It would have been a lot easier to take her going away if she had given people a chance to say goodbye, but she didn't. She just disappeared. It seemed out of character for her. That's why I worry about her.
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> There were people around that time who made mean-spirited comments about her. I also said some things I regret. If there is anything that has become clear, it's that communications over the internet involve real people, with real feelings. There are high school kids who have committed suicide over things that were said on the internet. I'm not saying I think that applies to her, but I think she was hurt and/or offended enough by things people said that she didn't want to deal with it anymore.
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> As far as I know, the website was her only source of income, so maybe you're right. Maybe she married some rich guy and didn't need it anymore. But she could have said something.
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> The silence has really bothered me. Maybe I shouldn't care, but I do.
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> --- In lisamarie@yahoogroups.com, steve8690 <no_reply@> wrote:
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> > I think you're taking it too personally, aj. We were just fans, we didn't know her in real life. Even if you met her at a show or chatted with her on-line, it is not the same. Do you even know her real name? And hell, I have people I know in real life and was friends with that I have heard zero about in years. People move on and don't stay in touch, happens all the time.
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> > I don't have any inside info, but I believe she is fine. Married with at least one little one, probably two and maybe even three. She probably wants to put the playboy/nude modeling thing behind her.
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> > Steve
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> > --- In lisamarie@yahoogroups.com, aj_0999 <no_reply@> wrote:
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> > > I hope Lisa understands that some of us actually liked her and cared about her. If she could just let us know that she's alright, and maybe give some idea of what's been going on in her life, it would mean a lot. She doesn't have to shoot new pictures to do that. Just some kind of communication.
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> > > Happy Easter.
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